Random odd poetry I unearthed

So, I wrote some poetry a year or two ago, and promptly forgot....And have since forgotten the sheer volume I'd written though I write no more. So, have some poetry! Should really be seen somewhere...
(This one, because I like the wording)

(Myself) To death

Where is my mind? That’s what I was hoping you could help me find
Interchangeable, Malleable and lost,How am I to know where it wanted to go?
I feel as if its gone now, lost after struggles internecine;

Half is gone, half is here, In the shadow of a twilit mentality
I’ve been looking for that half so long now I feel as if it was never there to begin with
And now I fear that in the end
I’ll just be another lost soul, swimming in a fish bowl, Year after year


But what do I have to fear? I’ve what others would want here
But nothing that I’d truly call dear
I need to leave this sphere
Make sense of what’s left in here
Maybe another’s taken it
And is looking for what I have just as I look in turn for what they've got


What a humbling thought
Maybe I’m not as mad as I’d first thought
Or maybe I’m lost, adrift, Caught in a rift, Scrabbling for something to pull me together again